Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Sometimes I Torture Myself...

by going and looking at old pictures and watching videos that we took together.
 I wish we would have taken more videos...

And then I watch temple wedding videos and missionary homecomings. 

On good nights it makes me excited for our future.
On bad nights it makes me cry.

Because I'm kinda pathetic like that.

The thing is, I know I'm going to miss him even more after watching these videos but truthfully...I'm afraid of not watching them. Because then I'll forget his voice. And why I'm doing all of this in the first place. Because it's been so long that, honestly, sometimes I can't remember on my own.

5 comments:

  1. Sierra, you always say it best!
    Sometimes I get so mad at myself for forgetting his voice and what he use to do :( i kick myself that we didn't take ANY videos just heaps of photos. When they get home, it will be video and photo galore.
    You aren't pathetic, you are lovely, I do it all the time.
    We can be pathetic love sicked girls together.
    xx
    keep smiling

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  2. Wahhhh I know exactly what you mean!
    I have only a handful of pictures of me and Jason. Like Abby said, whenever he gets home, I'm following him around like a crazy person taking videos and snapping the most random of pictures. This wait makes us miss the most simple of things, just being WITH them!
    You for sure aren't pathetic, just love sick, again like Abby said.
    Let's all get together and be 'pathetic' together ;) haha
    Hang in there girl!!
    :)

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  3. pathetic love sick girls club sounds good to me!!
    xx

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  4. This is SO sweet! I can't say I know exactly where you're coming from but my boyfriend is two years ahead of me meaning he graduates in a year and I still have two left ughh so for that time were going to be apart and it freaks me out...so much I started bawling the other day and HA and were currently not apart your incredibly strong!
    xoxo

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  5. Hope you two get through this!

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